Tango stare ljubavi

Forsan et haec olim meminisse iuvabat....

02.03.2007.

...ma lijepo do bola kad pokupis neznanca....

"Klub". Puno raje. Dobra muzika. Dobro drustvo. Ludilo. Nazovimo ga "Nekim mokom" koji je zainetresovan za mene vec neko vrijeme. Plesem. Ne stajem. Kupimo se. 15-ak minuta i odlazim.

Trebamo se i sutra vidjeti. Ne ide mi se, ali pristajem, i... Odem do njega. Ljubimo se... Saljem SMS: "Nazovi me za pola sata i suti. Sta god da kazem, samo vici  "yes". Objasnim ti..."

Nakon malo, kupim stvari idem uz bijednu izliku da me je mama zvala (drugarica).... Glupo, znam... Ali ja nisam mogla vise. Uradila sam to samo da se sjetim da mi on nije posljenji kojeg sam poljubila, posljednji koji mi je rekao "Pojescu te", posljednji koji me zagrlio. 

Ne, vise nije posljedni...

Nisam nista osjetila.

Ni kajanje ni ponos.

Ni tugu ni srecu.

NISTA. APSOLUTNO NISTA.

Postadoh od kamena??? 

Tango stare ljubavi


Napomena:

In the end
It starts with
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter...

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